September 2011
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Deep meaningful thoughts
Shallow selfish thoughts
Ugly and heinous
Wonderful and loving
Colorful
Drab
All together
As one.
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Future vs. Present
Instead of dreaming about who you want me to be,
Couldn’t you get to know who I am right now?
You’re always worrying about my future,
But you don’t seem to care about my present state.
What if my spirit was in shambles?
How on earth would you know,
How would you help me to heal my wounds?
But that’s the whole battle isn’t it?
The coveted Future versus the...
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Tick-Tock
In the midst of all that is going on
How can time walk past us so nonchalantly?
It flaunts in our faces.
Says, “hey, look at me, I’m disappearing from your sight,
but I won’t stop for you.”
As we are scrambling around
Time is so calm and aloof.
It has a certain power over us.
It goes by slow when we need it to go by quickly,
It goes by too fast when we need things...
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1 Chronicles 17
These words bring me so much comfort.
They provide a gift that could not be purchased, but with Christ’s blood.
Now I know:
No matter what I do Lord,
You are the one weaving the cloth of my life.
Your beautiful hands are the ones which bring pain or bliss.
Behind each stroke You bring a purpose.
It is up to me to take the patterns and do as I please.
It is up to me to turn ruined...
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Ketchup
It’s a painful thing to fall behind
So far behind..
At this point, all you can do is
to watch from afar.
Watch the people you love
continue onward
While you straggle behind.
They continue on their paths
On their way to becoming
little specks on the horizon.
What a painful thing it is
to play ketchup
while no one hangs back to wait.
What a painful thing it is
to play ketchup
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Friendship
is such a funny thing.
But at the moment I’m not too familiar with this term. I don’t really know what it means.
What I do know is, without it I don’t know who I am. I’m so lost in this sea of people. With no real connections to anyone around me. I’m just floating along with the current, not belonging anywhere. Not wanting to belong anywhere. Slowly becoming more...
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Free
I haven’t been on tumblr for about a week… and instead of feeling like I have to scroll through 5 days of my dashboard.. I feel kind of free.
I don’t doubt that I tend to be a slave of the things of this world. Sometimes, that’s all I am. That’s kind of how I’ve felt for the past several months. A slave to this network of blogs called tumblr. And now I just...