December 2010
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November 2010
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In the end, life only becomes what you make it.
So if you want to make your life great, go out and make it great.
If you think your life sucks, then you probably dealt with your problems in a way that made it suck.
It’s all about perspective.
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why do i apologize for things i dont need to feel sorry for
why do i want to say sorry to you when i didnt do anything
why do you get so mad sometimes
why do i like you so much
why do you dictate how i feel every day
why don’t i have anything to say when you’re telling me about your problems
why are we so different sometimes
why did i get 5 B’s first quarter
why is...
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School.
I hate it, but I love it.
I wish I would try harder and get better grades… ):
Where did all my motivation go?
I got freaking straight A’s with no sweat freshman and sophomore year..
And now, I can’t even stay up past 12 to finish studying
Wah, makes me sad.
But I really do want to do well and get good grades and actually LIKE school.
Why is it so hard to find motivation?
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Downhill
Here is another part of the roller coaster
You know that feeling when the ride drops down really fast and your heart stops for a second
Well that’s how it feels
Except it doesn’t involve so much of the thrill
And I’m not sure my heart stops so much as feels really hurt and icky…
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I wonder...
…what it’ll take for me to control my emotions
I wrote a post called “roller coaster” a couple of days ago
and I’m still waiting for the moment when I’ll be free from my emotions
Free from the uncontrollable anger, overwhelming sorrow, irrational blissfulness
Why can’t I keep my emotions in check
I’m not asking to be on a flat, steady, boring...
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RAWR.
why does my mom bitch about me for everything
stop treating me like a child
i know what i’m doing
i hate adults
hate them
they act more immature than kids
back off of our business
why do you guys get yourself tangled up in everything and mess up everything
go away
go away
go away
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Roller Coaster
So up til today I was pretty convinced that I was “depressed.”
It’s pretty sad and weird to admit on tumblr.
I guess that’s why I’ve kind of been on this emotional roller coaster these days.
BUT, after talking with Jenn for a good two hours, I realize that I’m not really depressed.
Or maybe it’s just that I actually stayed up and worked on my homework
...
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I want...
a Starbucks mug.. lots of pretty, wintery Starbucks mugs.
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Really?
You already stressed me out enough today
Telling me for the 5 billionth time that I have to get straight A’s and study more and shit
Do you realize the more you unnecessarily say all that crap to me, the more I don’t do it
BACK OFF.
And if you already didn’t piss me off enough
I check my bank account balance and another 100 is gone.
I WONDER WHERE IT COULD HAVE GONE.
So I...
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Piano
So I literally haven’t performed at a recital since I was like 6…
And this has been the longest time I’ve gone through with lessons since I was little
I was so determined not to quit
But junior year happened and I really need to sleep in on Saturday mornings.
Anyways, I really suck at my song and I only memorized 95% of it.. The other 5% I have to think really hard before I play the...
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Personal.
So I took a nap from 3-6..
& when I woke up, I realized I hadn’t eaten since 7 am.
But my mom wasn’t home.. so no food til 7…
And then I started my homework.. which I actually have A LOT of..
Notice the present tense…. Haha.
I was doing my homework and talking to James at the same time
We both decide to take a nap, and I ask him to call and wake me up.
But when...
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Pushing
everyone away…
I don’t want to
But at the same time, I can’t help it.
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What..
am I doing with my life…?
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Lost
Why is it that when everything’s going great, I feel so lost?
Do I really have to be going through a horrible time to find You?
Can’t I be happy and feel You at the same time?
I earnestly prayed this morning, and I really want to find You again.
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Enchanted - Taylor Swift
It was enchanting to meet you…
All i can say is i was enchanted to meet you.
Day Eleven: List 10 incidents that happened this...
1. August 22, 2010 <3
2. Friends with Jiyoun and Sara again (:
3. iPhone!
4. Drank for the first time
5. Finally got over him
6. Made lotsa new friends
7. Found God
8. Lost God
9. Started up piano
10. Started working
I do not remember this last year at all -_-
Stole from the BIRTHDAYGIRRRL. tehe.
Reblog and BOLD what applies to you:
My Personality
I’m loud I’m obnoxious I’m sarcastic I’m cocky I cry easily I have a bad temper I’m easy to get along with I have more enemies than friends I’ve smoked I’ve smoked weed I drink coffee I clean my room daily
My Apperance:
I wear makeup I wear a piece of jewelry at all times I wear contacts I wear glasses I have braces I change my hair...
Day Ten: List 10 of your imperfections/flaws.
Forgot to do Day Nine.. but.. I don’t really have 10 fave actors/actresses so it doesn’t matter!
10 imperfections/flaws.
This is probably the only one where 10 is not enough…
1. Slightly annoying
2. Talk about myself too much
3. Selfish
4. Obsessive
5. Love handles
6. Uneven eyes
7. Ugly hands
8. Small boobs
9. Prideful
10. Inconsiderate
“Let’s run away… From these lies.”
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100.
So this is going to be my 100th post! Yipeeeeee.
Wow can’t believe I’ve blogged this much these past few months.
I guess I’ve been through a lot recently, so there’s been a lot to talk about.
If blogging has taught me anything, it’s that I can write so much about myself but so little for school… Haha.
It’s nice that I’ve made it a routine and...
Day Eight: List 10 of your favorite singers.
1. Taylor Swift
2. SNSD
3. 2NE1
4. 4minute
I’m sure there are more, but it’s been a long weekend and my brain is fried.
Day Seven: List 10 things you can do best at.
1. sleep
2. eat
3. procrastinate
4. math
5. spend 12389021 minutes on the phone a month. literally
6. shop
7. spend money
8. piss off my mom
9. get sick
10. text
i’m such a well-rounded, productive person, who’s gonna get super far in life. yipee.
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Dear October,
Thanks for changing the colors of the leaves
Thanks for the refreshing chill that lets us know winter’s near
Thanks for the piles of homework and the bad grades
Thanks for waking us up from the daze summer left us in
And most of all, thanks for the wonderful memories you left behind…
Now I must ask, why did you go by so quickly?
Day Six: List 10 items you can’t go a day without.
1. iPhone
2. not technically an item but text/phone call from James
3. chapstick
4. water
5. food
6. friends
7. sleep
8. Jenn
9. internet access
10. tumblr (;
